Ghost of Earth ©

April 20, 2005 Uncategorized

a time to write something magical.


Hello Death


If I told you that I feel everything,


would you believe me, or would you only see me as lame?


would you take the blame for my past?


If I told you that I have much to feel shame for?


 


As I asked this I opened the door,


I crawled out of the bathroom and layed on the floor,


for minutes, thinking many things,


thinking everything possible to think, thinking many things.


 


Afterwords I crept into my bed,


I hid my head beneath the covers and took a deep breath,


it seemed like hours had passed and yet I could not sleep,


I could only breathe deeper with every second.


 


My heart hidden in my throat,


made me focus on keeping it there,


it was this distraction that also put me to sleep,


I cried and fell asleep, and fell asleep and cried in dreams.


 


I questioned my existance, I questioned my faith,


I questioned why I was ever put in this place,


I questioned my future,  I questioned my mind,


There was only one answer that I did therein find.


 


“Live, Live.  Live on.


Worry not what your future relys on,


Awaken, awake. 


There is time for you to sleep in your fate.”


 


With this answer I knew what to do,


I would spread it around like germs often do,


I awoke from my dream and awoke into life,


lit up an inscent and started to write.


 


I wrote of my dreams and wrote of this fortune,


I wrote of the answer to all of our questions,


I then smiled some and took a deep breath,


I decided that I would no longer, welcome death.

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