Ghost of Earth ©

July 28, 2005 Uncategorized

I’m proud of myself this morning.  I was faced with a challenge and I overcame it, just like I had wished.  Steph was right…saying no is empowering.  I miss it but I don’t need it.

And no, it’s not alcohol or drugs…it’s love.  Weird love, fake love, love that I wont accept.  I’ve decided that I’m going to try and stop drinking.  I don’t do it often but I simply see no point to it anymore.  It wasn’t even that fun when I did do it.  It just led to bad decisions, or embarrassment.  Now, I’m not saying that I will never drink again…but I am telling you all that I am going to try my hardest to resist it.  Resist it even in the depths of depression.  It doesn’t do much for me except give me a weird feeling for about an hour and then I just begin feeling tired, or sick.  Drugs aren’t cool dudes, and neither is alcohol.  I’ve never smoked pot in my entire life, and I don’t intend to.  Now, I’m not trying to knock the pot smokers because a lot of them are friends of mine, but I’m just saying that it’s not a smart decision to make.  No point to it, once again. 

I cannot wait until I go to college and meet new people.  I’m excited for that. 

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