Ghost of Earth ©

September 3, 2005 Uncategorized

I think it’s sweet how fortunes come true.  For example I got this fortune about a week ago, and guess what it says: “Someone from your past has returned to steal your heart”


Which means basically that fortunes are real, and also means that Adam and I aren’t going anywhere.  He doesn’t want to, and I quote “Stop anything or start anything.”  Knowing this upset me, and in a way he again stole my heart.  I believe that he is making our relationship seem to be bigger than it really is because honestly, I never asked him to be my boyfriend, but I can understand that maybe that’s where it might have headed.  I hoped that this would last longer than it did, and I hoped that he had grown up a little bit, but I guess he still hasn’t.  He told me that he wants to be able to see me everyday or else he feels detatched from me. 


I told him that I don’t want to do this every time he feels like he wants me.  We both know that a couple months down the line we’ll meet up somewhere randomly and suggest seeing each other again.  I don’t want to do that because I always end up getting hurt.  Mind you I am only hurt because I thought that our relationship was going very well.  It didn’t have anything to do with sex, it was just us.  I only wanted to get to know him.  To love him.  I was shut out.  I’m hurting, but I know this is temporary.  It’s just the aftershock, which wasn’t really a shock at all.  I almost expected it.  It was in my fortune.

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