Today was a pretty bad day. I was upset all day at school and I don’t need to explain why. It’s kind of off and on with my feelings.
I talked to Adam again last night after the first talk. The second time was better and I felt better afterwords. We decided to set a date for him to call me. He is going to call on December 25th 2005 so we can check in with each other and see how life is going. We’ll probably go out to dinner and stuff but that’s it. After that day we are going to decide on another date to talk again. A little further down the road. Probably something like 6 months after…or maybe a little less. It seems like a long time but December is only about 3 months away. I miss him already, but I wont call him We also agreed that it was alright for us to send letters…but no talking.
I miss him. I love him. I’m pathetic aren’t I?