WARNING DO NOT READ IF YOU BECOME OFFENDED EASILY
PS. THIS IS JUST SOMETHING TO GET OFF MY CHEST
So here’s something crazy for all of you fucking morons to read. My life has changed drastically in the last year. Fuck you all, you never fucking helped me do anything but lie down and take the shit-life I was dealt. Anyway this entry will not be about you.
I say fuck that depressing moronic shit that everyone’s into. Fuck it. I don’t need it. Fuck all you scene emo kids fuck you all and your stereotypes. Can you not just exist? Jesus christ sometimes it makes me sick to think about the way I once was, depressed, upset, in denile of everything. I was in and out of counseling and that never helped a fucking thing. I was in juvinelle, I was in trouble with the law, I was in trouble with alcohol, and on the verge of suicide. Fuck that. FUCK THAT.
Depression is depressing and I’m sick of it. I’m getting out. No, I’m fucking out of it. I’m done. I’d rather be happy, and I’d rather be myself, not like everyone else that’s fucking “depressed”.
Love has overcome me and I don’t know that that’s a bad thing. It’s not a new boy in my life, it’s a new found love for myself. No I’m not concieted, but I am happy with the way my life is going, for the most part. I’ve got new, smarter friends, and more of them. I’ve been exposed to the best present that I could possibly present myself with, and I would never ever regret for a single moment, my choice.
Kiss my ass Past Life, and eat my fucking dust.
TO BE CONTINUED…