Did you ever realize that a person you thought that you connected with would have to be let go? Let go from you’re life? Forever? Sometimes it’s necessary to do. Some people are only good for a while until to bad times outweigh the good. The bad conversations outweigh the once good ones. I don’t expect you to know what I’m talking about, but I’m just writing this on here so I can verify that this is what I am thinking today. I don’t need this drama in my life anymore, I’ve got enough already. I just need to let go, for good this time. Oh, and it’s not Adam by the way, he’s already gone. I figure that if I could do it with Adam, I can do it with more people that aren’t good for me.
Besides that Steve came over last night and it sucked. I didn’t feel a connection at all with him so I don’t think that I’ll be seeing him anytime soon. It was just boring, but the good thing is that I got to experience that at my own home, instead of out somewhere else. He lost his keys and couldn’t go home for a while so we had to help him find them. It was a disaster. But I have to work soon, so I’m going to get ready. Today is a new day, let’s hope it is better than last night or the night before.
Wore it like a witch tracing fingertips along a silver belly. Snake River. Shivered twice …